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FBH2

Have I not entertained you with my life's tragedy laid bare upon a sun bleached rock, like a rib cage split wide to reveal the soft, wet and beating heart? Have you not felt the cold on my breath as I spoke; be my heart, frozen, black and witches mirror obsidian's dead reflection... ~LRM

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The only thing I have to say is I have always tried to be a tolerant person, recently I've decided to actively improve my attitude as well. I love you if you're fat, skinny, gay, straight, vegetarian, carnivore, christian or atheist, black, pink, chartreuse, brown or ocher. If you're a good person, that's all I look at. You behave like a dick and spout garbage, I'm not going to like you so much, but that's your business, I'll just stop talking to you, not try & beat & yell my opinions and beliefs into you. I just ask the same live & let live in return. I got where I am through my own experiences as we all have and I'm exactly where I need to be. Somebody telling me I need to do or think or act like this or that isn't going to change me, I'm going to change me. I answer to the most terrifying and important master I know...myself. In the end, I have to live with myself and what I've done and that's all the motivation I need.

Blognances; Update October 2010

I will be losing my internet and cable TV (same company) probably in about a week. Had the Granddaughters over the weekend, loved every second of it, took them out to Antelope Island for the day while their mother is in jail >:( until Wed or Thurs ( Lets see if she gets her shit straight this time. I'm not holding my breath)  Spent over my budget, but wouldn't change a thing. I had so much fun, think they did too. I know Cajun did. Plus with the ending of Cajun's child support, we just lost 1/3 of our monthly income. It is what it is. Going to enjoy it while I can :)