Lulu Lunacy

Written as a group message to some wonderful FB friends; Just between this group, and nobody feel sorry for me, because I'm the crazy lady who needs her cable & internet even tho' I'm in the financial straights I am (but I've finally decided I need to have it scaled down again, I did a few months ago in anticipation of this change coming up, but it's not enough). When Cajun turned 18 we lost her child support which was 1/3rd of our household income. It's quite a whack. Plus I've been giving her extra the last 4 months to get her car running as she's the one with more of a life than I :) The end of the month is always shitty. Going to the food bank entails more trouble than it's worth most of the time and they always have such a sad dish out. I mean, beggars can't be choosers, but if it's a bunch of stuff I cannot use, it's past dates and stuff I haven't got the other items to make something with, it's pretty pointl...

Religion or belief does not make you a better person. Your heart, your mind and your compassion for others does. Being human does. Jesus must lurk in jails, prisons and behind sofas while Satan prefers hiding behind bushes and frequenting bars, apparently. Only an idiot would believe in and trust a person by their church attendance/involvement. If I told you how much further ahead in life I would be now if I had 'conformed' you'd poop yourself, that is, if you believed me, because I pity those who need religions skirts to hide under and hand to hold while they suck their thumbs and pretend to think for themselves, convince themselves they're thinking for themselves, but refuse to take off their sheep's wool out of fear and repression and pressure. I am accountable to myself, in the end. It's me and only me who has to live with what I do and say in this life. The article that prompted these thoughts; VA executes Woman  

Booty Bishop This article has the links to the actual lawsuits filed. What I want to know is WHICH Bible verses/scripture were used to justify these acts. And sadly, oh so many people will either continue believing/supporting this 'Bishop' and/or 'forgive' him and fawn over him even more like closet case meth head Ted Haggard and ALLLLLLLLL the rest of them both known and as yet, unknown. These are MEN, people. JUST human men. Nothing special, just like Presidents, politicians, Prime Ministers and Generals, they're JUST MEN. Like baseball players, singers, football players and actors, still, all JUST MEN. JUST Human Beings JUST like YOU and ME. (A related note;) All due respect to those who believe, I've come to realize myself these same men who are 'just humans' wrote all these religious books and continue to reinforce these religious beliefs, laws, rules, telling us what to think, believe, see or not see, do or not do. What to eat, read, sa...

In the richest Country in the World; It's kinda sad I'm not so alone in this anymore, I have mo' po' fwendz! Poverty Increase Poverty/No medical Ins rates by State

Doug Stanhope; (Via FB/C.S.) “Life is like a movie, if you've sat through more than half of it and its sucked every second so far, it probably isn't gonna get great right at the end and make it all worthwhile. No one should blame you for walking out ear ly.” FB Wall quote/post (Via R.S.) After a year in therapy, my psychiatrist said to me, "Maybe life isn't for everyone"?

"I do so desire the warmth of oblivion, the familiar comfort of darkness and the embrace of the grave..." ~LRM

Bluntly and honestly, I don't know if I will live through this Winter.  I don't know if I want to.  I have had a Winter like this before and I was honestly surprised I lived through that one. That was 1999, it actually started in May and lasted until Feb or March of the next year before beginning to lift, November-January was horrific for me though.  I'm also conflicted and upset that I just can't express my true thoughts & feelings on my FB page and have to 'sneak off' to my Blog to vent.  I don't need the comments. I know I can disable commenting on my Wall and Status', but then I'd get weird inbox messages instead.  I'd say this life of mine has been a total failed experiment and should be terminated.  I feel I need to start the Self Destruct countdown and get everything in order and everyone situated...meaning as prepared as possible without freaking them out.  I'm more of a hindrance, they'll all do just fine without me :)

There is nothing more inherently evil than religion itself and believing in a deity who's words men can interpret any manner of ways, twist to fit their own agendas and justify the same. ~LRM

(referring to the FLA Pastor and his 'Burn The Qur'an Day') Burn the Qur'an = serious threats of death and violence? Yeah, makes perfect sense. As they dance in the streets on 9-11, burn our flag, Bibles and people. They are making us pussy's. Scared and walking on eggshells. While I agree this guy is an idiot for doing this, isn't that an American right? Just because you CAN do something doesn't mean you SHOULD but, sorry, I'm an Atheist. It's just a book. They (people who are offended and outraged by it) chose their own reactions. A book on fire is not MAKING anyone respond in any way, that is an individual choice. How they respond, is all their own actions. I worry about repercussions on Americans because of this...which goes to show one thing, who and what these 'radical' or 'devoted' Muslims really are and what is really their motivation. Its a shame we have to live with that fear of violence instead of them respond...

"There isn't enough Novocaine to kill this pain, not enough alcohol to drown it all, I'd sold my soul for a Frozen Black Heart. It manages still, to bleed right through." ~LRM

by LRM on Monday, September 6, 2010 at 11:02pm It takes a village...to WATCH and PROTECT our children. More importantly, watch the people around them. So sad you just don't know who to trust anymore to be the watcher or the watchee. People guard their purses, pocketbooks, handbags and wallets more closely than their children. They lock up and alarm their homes and cars and park vehicles under lights and take up 2 spots to keep them safe from burglars and dents while letting their children walk alone to friends houses where they don't know the family members, friends, other neighbors who are there. They call police when someone is outside their home peeping but not when the 'nice man from church' has their children over all the time ALONE in his home and little Jimmy comes home and says he was shown a naked lady or had his picture taken in his bathing suit. I think humans are the only mammal that is so careless with their offspring. I'd venture not m...

*This was just a lovely rant about why I was deleting people and why I shouldn't have wigged out when some deleted me and have been 'accommodating' to an extent as not to offend and drive some to delete me. I just catch myself censoring my words when I shouldn't have to. I should just let people do as they wish as far as deleting me. Also there are some people I've added that I tried to just go with their differing beliefs and viewpoints, but when I start getting spammed and seeing things that piss me off, my FB isn't my happy place anymore. I like to think I am a tolerant, kind, diverse, open minded person, but when I don't feel I'm getting the same respect back, or that I can just flat out express my own personal opinions without having to defend myself, it's time for a cleaning. I am still growing and learning but when I'm getting opinions I don't want & didn't ask for shoved at me, I get pissed. I try & live & let live, b...

*I wrote these during a conversation about eating meat, vegetarians, animals, etc as I had just watched The Cove and was discussing it with FB friends.  I totally understand. It's so difficult to separate them, a life is a life, I lean to the Native American belief (Voodoo as well) that the Earth gives sustenance and we must only take what we need at the same time giving back (replacing) there is a balance and a circle of life and food chain. It's hard to be an omnivorous human with a respect for life, but I've learned what my body needs and what it has evolved for. I would feel evil saying a dolphin is more conscious and self aware than a cow, the only difference is cattle were bred into what we have today specifically for food, although the sheer volume now is destroying the environment and land not to mention being pumped with hormones and treated cruelly, I support Kosher Beef whenever one can find it. Perhaps we should go back to deer, taking only what we need and ma...

 Dear DUMB people. Please go back to a) School and b) MySpace I am sick of your blatant ignorance and obvious complacency and even arrogance of your own stupidity and closed minded, stunted personal growth. Yes, I am blunt and even rude, I have a very low tolerance for wanton idiocy. I tire of accommodating you. *** Dear brain damaged, self-centered, idiot HUMANS; Lions, Elephants, Dolphins and Monkeys are WILD ANIMALS not toys. If you must watch animals on display and performing, go to a concert or an MMA match. No other animal uses other animals for profit, amusement and to own, cage and display dead OR alive. *** I Am The Angel of Gloom. ***