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Used

And it came to pass that the multitudes laughed and boasted amongst themselves that they had indeed used her for their own fickle gratifications, but she whispered to them thusly; I finished what I started and started what I intended each and every time. It was I who have used you. ~The Book of Rae.

The Look Of Crazy

  I know some of my other Page owner Sisters and Brothers in Insanity have been experiencing similar questions from people, and I have certainly encountered some doubters in my 21 years of being diagnosed, it really is a constant fight we don't need added onto everything else we deal with. So I wrote this on my regular FB profile; *** It's a beautiful day outside, just like yesterday...and all I w ant to do is shut down and sleep. Just like yesterday. I hate feeling like this and I really do try to pull myself out of it and distract myself as much as possible. You know, because I've spent 4 decades listening to well meaning (and not so well meaning irritated and frustrated) people and society telling me to just suck it up, snap out of it, just be happy, just do something fun...so I still try. But I know what the outcome is. MAYBE a temporary distraction, a brief, fleeting glimmer of what could be, but no more. Like a wheelchair bound believer at a tent heal...