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​Good morning from Denver, yes, Denver.

The weather turned, the plane was late (or we'd have been okay) and two hours after scheduled liftoff, they told us we were canceled AFTER all our phones had alerted us first! Mayhem ensued. I had to weigh staying the night in the airport while severely sleep deprived or waste 2 hours getting a room and taxi. I did that.

Have had some sleep. Rebooked for 9 AM. I'm probably 30 mins from Denver airport, but I took my meds and feel calmer and more focused. I have no idea how long I went without them. Took them last at 9 PM England time on Wednesday. Finally took them 1AM Thursday morning (earlier this morning)

I've never done anything like this on my own, I'm frazzled, tired and nervous (scared!)

I just want to get home so badly.

My bag is oversized and might be held back for a later flight, but that's so okay at this point.

*One good occurrence...I SAW BLUCIFER IN ALL HIS GLORY with a light sleet surrounding him, looking magnificent, and those red-orange eyes just blazing through your soul and the freezing, misty darkness! 

If Blucifer can kick ass in a storm, so can I! 

Please, St Blucifer, let me get home safely today! 💙

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