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Getting so tired...inside. In my soul. In my head. In the little parts of me that still held some light.
They're fading, giving in to the night inside my mind. Black ink seeping under locked doors...staining the brightness, drowning the flames I kept that that lit the way. 

Opinions are like farts, sometimes we expell them in the wrong company. ~LRM

The only way to best a crazy person is to simply be crazier. ~LRM

"It's like having a part of your heart, your soul, your lung, just walking around outside of you on their own, out of your protective reach." ~When Your Children Move Away/LRM

"If you're going to get butt-hurt that easily, you'd better stay off the internet." ~LRM/Oct. 8, 2012
  
Why don't the killers or zombies ever trip & fall? Especially the ones with masks, you know their vision is all restricted & shit, and zombies, FFS! They always have a freakin' kneecap on backwards or at least a really wrong looking broken ankle and still, haulin' zombie ass over fields & through woods, they manage to sure foot it all the way while everyone else is flailing & falling like oxygen masks in a plane crash. I can't even walk Toby over the property's lawn without finding the ankle buster holes.
  
So, every
time I go "out" I have pretty messed up social anxiety and I don't like "going out", so I always think of this exact face and exact line just before I step out. 

 
I figure, I can't be anyone else but me, love me or hate me, I'm annoying and strange as fuck, but here I am;

 ~*I Am A Wanton And Unrepentant Whore. I Will Not Apologize For Who And What I Am*~*LRM

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